Self confidence
Da, imi lipseste. Motivata de postul Andressei, in care vorbeste despre o persoana care i-a influentat viata, imi permit sa`mi impart cunostintele, dar in general prietenii, care m-au influentat, pe 2 categorii. Zeii, zeitele, semizeii, cei cu fan club (se stiu ei) 
, si *ratatii* (pe care nu eu i-am numit asa, ci s-au autoproclamat, bineinteles nu sunt de acord cu parerea lor despre sine). Zeii si zeitele sunt cei care reusesc sa ma faca sa zambesc, ei prezinta acest *self-defense mechanism* si au un simt al umorului foarte dezvoltat. Ce am invatat de la ei: Daca-ti tot repeti ca esti cel mai frumos, cel mai destept, cel mai……. chiar incepi sa crezi asta, si nu e rau. 
De la cei din a doua categorie, care se victimizeaza continuu, nu am foarte multe de invatat, pentru ca am obosit tot incercand sa le demonstrez ca nu e asa cum spun ei.. si nu le mai vad cu adevarat esenta si ce e bun in persoana lor. (I used to be one of them). Unii fac asta pentru a capta involuntar atentie, unii pentru ca nu au alta alternativa, in opinia lor. De observat ca laitmotivul existentei lor este: “Asta sunt!” Ar mai fi o categorie de oameni, cei echilibrati (dupa care tragi cu prastia, eu una nu i-am intalnit), despre care as putea trimite un post lung la Mituri Urbane Ideea e ca toti acesti oameni m-au influentat intr-un fel sau altul.
Desi ideea initiala nu cuprindea si multumiri, as vrea pe aceasta cale sa-i preamaresc pe baietii din USB Crew (nu, nu`s grafferi), si fetelor.. cele multe din “Don`t hate us `couse you ain`t us” :)) Crew care mi-au fost alaturi de ceva timp incoa`.
Quote of the day (I know it from Lucia`s status): There are things I wouldn’t do, words I wouldn’t say, friends I wouldn’t betray and people I would gladly kill. (Ghici unde te incadrezi.)
Song of the day: Tiger Army - Sea of fire
A restless feeling consumes me tonite –
It won’t go away
I try to hold on but my will ebbs like a tide
I’m drawn to her like a moth to a flame…
Pleasure and destruction, are they both the same?
Won’t you join me my dear
On this night we’ll play the Devil’s game
There’s something ’bout tonite
There’s something in the air
There’s an ocean of flame
I can feel it burning somewhere
And if there’s such a place, then that’s the place that you’ll find me
I can hear the fire calling. I want to take you there
Can you hear the fire calling?
I’m gonna drown in a Sea of Fire, won’t you come with me?
I’m going down to the Sea of Fire, baby won’t you come?
Passion that is worth an eternity of torment and sorrow
And so we sail into the Sea of Fire and now it won’t be long
As moths we gravitate to the lantern of sin
But they don’t understand –
The only sin is to die, without having truly lived
One look into your eyes tells me you feel it too
You’re drawn to the fire
The moths flutter together in the frenzy of their last moments
